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[22 Sep 2006|12:30am] |
Why I do Drugs
Over the years, society has looked down upon, the usage of mind altering substances. There are many substances that I could list, but will not because that is useless information, in this lecture. I will be discussing the usage of those substances all in general context, not discussing the specifics about each one. Society has deemed it inevitable, to do these substances. Doing them results in harsh punishment.
I do such substances for the same reason we have gods. I do them for the same reason
there is art. Such substances raise us above our attachments, and remove our emotional
bounds, to allow us a different point of view. They teach of higher intelligence, and give
us a glimpse of our own, from a higher point of view. They cause us to understand our
Motivations, and to circumscribe our desires. They motivate us to create immaculate
monuments, which become an attraction for the world. I do such substances because I am
intellectually capable of handling, the state of mind they induce me into. Such substances
have led to our present day development, of this world, that we live in.
Society deems it wrong, because they cannot control the brilliance created by such
substances. It is deemed unhealthy, which is a hypocritical statement. So many things in
this world are unhealthy. Some common surgeries are unhealthy. Pollution is unhealthy,
yet we continue to breath it, with every breath we take. Society deems it unnecessary for the community, because they cannot make profit off of it. If society were able to control the usages of such substances, and mold it into benefits they would reek from, it would be
deemed for greatness. After all tobacco is pointless, but still legal.
Society is no more than an idea or opinion of what existing should be described as. If you can imagine, what life was like in the stonage, there was no government. Although
government didn’t exist, we still lived in peace. Who are they to tell us what we can and
cannot do. Although we have a democracy, it is nothing more than a scheme, which
blindfolds America. Our common day democracy is a disguised communism. They make
up the rules, They tell us what is wrong from right, They punish us for not abiding by their rules, and They make our own decisions for us.
In conclusion, such substances discussed are a reminder of what anti reality is. Such substances are a essential building block in evolution. Although in society’s point of view, such substances are dangerous, and it is imperative that we mustn’t do them! Yet who are they to tell us what we can and cannot do? They are nothing but a disguised group of communist. So I hope you read this in confidence, I hope this will make you think twice on the acts of anti-sobriety, and allow yourself to not be fooled , by such a corrupt society.
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[05 Mar 2006|10:28pm] |
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well i rarely write in this thing any more.i think this live journal thing was a small fad between me and my friends.but since i have nothjing to do tonight i think i shall write in it.lets see alot of things have happened but too many to actually account for.ever sinc i got out of tau and and shit everythings been so different.marc now hates me or claims that he cant trust our friendship becouse ashley told him a bunch of lies.and with out him i feel so alone and deserted.he was everything to me.one of my best friends but now hes gone.i dont see him and when i do he just ignores me.he'll slightly try and strike up a conversation but its usually due to the fact of the level of his intoxication.it makes me doubt why i quit doing drugs.yes i knoe its amazing i quit doing drugs.i occasionaly will smoke pot only becouse i think thats apprehendable.my life seems like nothingness again.its faded once more into this pathetic dark emo bleh and i dont like it.but i still keep my head up high and dont let others bring me down when in reality im alone and i kant help but wonder are my friends ever going to come bak.am i ever going to go out all night and break the law again...allthough it sounds horrible its fun.laws are ment to be broken not made.and yes so in this illuded hour i wonder to myself am i happy or am i sad.is it all fake or real.what is reality and what is immagination
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[17 Feb 2006|07:20pm] |
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well in the last thing i said i was going to miss joey lily blah blah blah well turns out toby's pissed at me cuz i didnt mention him.wel obviously hes the stupid one to think that im not gonna see him.he works with my mom and i go to barnes and nobles all the time.we do alot of the same shit so there for i guess im sorry for not mentioning toby but if he wants to act childish and get pissed he can
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[17 Feb 2006|02:59am] |
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so i got kicked out of mckinley today.how funn??? yeah so now i go to tara high.apperently they were going to expel me but they said if i left they wouldnt do it cuz i had to many suspensions so yeah i had to leave so i wouldnt have to go to vally park.bleh i guess its cool though cuz now i can walk to school plus ashley and marc both go to tara and i have alot more friends that i would actually talk to at tara the only problem is that angie wont go to tara she has to go to mckinley and im going to miss seing angie and then i doubt i'll see lily and joey but its kool cuz im going right bak there next year.FUCK MR HUGGINS
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[09 Feb 2006|04:10pm] |
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bleh i hate my parents there annoying and they suk.my dads being an idiot cuz he dosnt want to take e to the library so i kan go do skool work.yeah i knoe me skool work haha.n e ways.really bored.i ran away and then got thrown in tau.thats about as much as my life has to tell right now.oh yeah here brief story cuz i hate putting my time in this thing i just feel like its a responsibility.i met a guy and i fel in love with him then he led me on and then bam it was a lie.but thats about it
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[13 Jan 2006|12:00pm] |
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WELL I HAVENT WRITTEN IN THIS THING IN A WHILE.LAST NIGHT I HAD SOME FUN yeah well there is this long story and iprolly dont have time but yeah toby got sik cuz he smoked so much and tonight me marc and angie are going to a grave yard and going to steal a corpse and then me and angie fuked against his drumset
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[23 Dec 2005|10:04pm] |
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larrrr i NEED drugs
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[05 Dec 2005|05:46pm] |
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well havent riten in this thing in forever but i havent had n e thing to write about.but now i do.i went to texas for a horseshow this weekend and it all went rong.as usual i got 2nd in both my classes but one.i didnt even get a place.i messed up really badly and so did my horse so we didnt get a place.there were 13 riders in a class.it was horible.we were all over the place.i lost control in the middle and completely went off on the horse and my mom who was in the stands.then miss patrice has a horse named dream that i desperatly want.but he raired str8 up and landed flat on his bak and now shes gonna sell him.but idk.like i want him and she told me he was cheap but mr. tommy and my mom r pissing me off.idk even like this sport n e more.i never win.its so annoying.i feel like everything gone rong and turned upside down.this tripp was fun but now i hate it all.tommy wont even let me show rosie n e more so now were gonna breed her and sell the foals but what am i supposed t do.i wana show but then i'm not even sure if i still like the sport.i hate this feeling.i have no one to talk to cuz no one understands.i love my horse but then i want a better one.uhhhhhhhhhhhh.everytime i think about it i kant think str8 i get aggravated and at the same time i get sad and pissed off. this is all so confusing and its building up and i kant take it n e more
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[02 Dec 2005|06:21pm] |
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im tired of all this bullshit.i just wanna fukin leave.i hate evrything and everyone.i swear.im tired of all these ppl talking down upon me and just using me.im tired of ppl telling me i'll never amount to n e thing and constantly being reminded of the things i dont have or the things that i suk at.oh fukin well u knoe no one can have the world but obviously some ppl think theres on a price tag on that too
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[15 Nov 2005|01:14am] |
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ok ok ok ok its like 3:14 in the mornin and im not going to sleep.i'll just go to skool and be exhuasted.tonight suked.i went to mckinzies and got high then left.didnt really get that high.then we went to eins and started to watch skeleton key bleh and josh kalls so i go outside and smoke a cigg talk to him then kollin and becca kome out and say were leaving so we left and i got home around 2 which sux cuz i hate getting home around then cuz i didnt get to stay out longer. which makes me mad cuz then im stuk in this house slightly drowsy and im the only one up and im sober so im gonna scrounge up some green and smoke
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[14 Nov 2005|06:46pm] |
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n e ways lalalalalala im speedin and on the fone with muh aunt dawn ok not n e more.yes yes im bored.im smokin with mohinzie tonight as soon as i sneak out.yes yes i am very excited about that.WHOOT WHOOT. yeah im dealin drugs to pl right now and its funny cuz im just str8 talkin gangsta and tellin em how we can do it and gettin em the shit.wow im a hek of a middle man
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[10 Nov 2005|09:40pm] |
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ok ok ok ok life has been swell.im kinda pissed about some bull shit some guy apperntly has been pulling but oh well.yeah i have relized how much randle aggravates me.he just really does.and him and josh wont stop kalling me emo.ok how many times do i say this.i am ahppy and i fukin love life.yeah i hate ppl but im not sad.im leavin tonight which will be swell.i leave everynight actually.for the past three weeks iv snuk out almost everynight and most likly i'll get caught soon but oh well who fukin cares.the only time im gonna chill is when i knoe im gettin really bad on drugs or if i start looking like a plank road hooker
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[09 Nov 2005|02:45am] |
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well im high and speeding.i barely kan type so this is fun.im still grounded and i have court comeing up.toby made me really happy today and proved hes an awsome friend.tomorow im telling my parents and talking about it to them that im gay and i do girls on the side lol.so yeah.im in a really goof mood.its 4:45 and i havent been to sleep its impossible to sleep.thank god i have more aderol to wake up and be in an awsome mood tomorow but i wont be high prolly.bleh.iv almost gone through 2 paks of ciggs today wow.i might be moving in w/ megan.my parents said that uhh i can leave and i think there kiking me out so after court and i get a p.o. officer then uhh everything will be str8 and i can move in with her.lalalalal.my fingers feel really funny.im chain smokin and i wish i had some weed for tomorow so i kan smoke right at like 5:00.i kant take n e of my parents cuz iv already taken alot and its noticable plus im incabable to actually crawl in there and get it with out makin noise.whooo im high and speedy.my fingers were so stiff and i kracked em and they feel kold and tingly
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[03 Nov 2005|10:15am] |
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lalalalalala yeah fun fun i got suspended today whoot whoot hahaha yeah and im really bored and im at home and im still grounded.and if i kan have my party then uhhh yeah it's gonna be awsome cuz the vincent might play and for me to have an awsome show like that then yeah
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[27 Oct 2005|02:08pm] |
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well i had an interesting night last night i took the car as always and well my mommy dear kalled the police on meh cuz she was like wow the ass hole stole my car.well so i drop of josh and bootsie cuz my mom kalled the cell and i was like oh fuk gotta go home well so i race home and i hit a car.thank god it wasnt that bad i just broke there tail light and stuff well i got away with that cuz they had no insurence and they got muh license plate # so i go home and i pull in walk up front and boom a cop pulls up and shines his light on and so im like fuuuukkkk and we talk and he cuffs me and takes me downtown well im downtown and uhh he gets a call in finding out that i hit a car and i have to pay a fine butt he never rote me up cuz my mommy was like dont write him up so i dont have a court date and it dosent go on my reckerd
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[24 Oct 2005|04:38pm] |
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im grounded can u believe it.im actually grounded.yeah for a month cuz of the way i talked to my mom lol. i guess they finally had enuf of my i hate u bull shit and go to hell crap.im speeding my ass off right now so its really fun to type.hmmm lets see nothing reall to talk about.i gaged my ears there now a zero and i baught 100 ear plugs last night. its like a thousand dollar value for only 16.99 hehehehehe yeah idk.i got em for wholesale price on ebay and i relized how much stores jak up there prices
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[11 Oct 2005|08:33pm] |
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yeah i guess every things crashing down.so yeah oh shit watch out bein emo.skool sux alot i wanna drop put.i wanna leave and not come bak.pj and me well yeah were not friends cuz hes bein a lil bitch and is all omfg jordan i hate u.u suk.apperently i talk about him.and im an addict for attention cuz i love the pitty that ppl give me.oh well no biggy there.he just lost a friend.although its reallly buggin me but it seems as though everyones just turned against me.i guess im just so confused right now.oh well i'll go drown my sorrows away w/ weed and brownies
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[10 Oct 2005|09:05pm] |
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yeah everything sux.i dont like n e thing n e more.so umm yeah.im in a relationship that i dont even knoe that i wanna be in.i meen everythings so confusing right now.i like some one but idk.they just dont undertsnad.so yeah.school sux.not goin to brhs cuz id have to now wait for 11th year.ehh and be put in the lottery so yeah.pj'sbein a lil bitch and everything.so yeah i need mary
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[05 Oct 2005|02:22pm] |
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yeah im leavin mckinley.goin to baton rouge high which i think is hilarious.yeah so i'll prolly drop out and come bak in 2nd semester.yeah so n e ways.im realy bored.listinin to dont trip oh yeah so ghetto.dont ask im a loser.hahahahah.yeah im goin out wityhh ashley which is kool.mck home comin is this weekend.yeah i still go there cuz i have to wait for paper work.yeah but its all kool.oh idk if i told yall i found out who the anonymous guy is.yeah he goes to brh and hes like short and fat so yeah fuuukk u.hahahahaha.i kould beat ur ass so effin easily.yeah ima miss muh mck hoes.yeah
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